“I might have all the grass, but yours will always be greener” — Charles Knox 1993-20??
2012 spiritual awakening
Me and my mum were in the car and she mentioned, The Mayan Prophecy of 2012? She told me “it is a shift within the universe” Think about it, we are living in a time unprecedented in human history. From 1999 to 2012 in particular, powerful energies that we don’t know about are supporting the spiritual awakening of humanity. It consists of bringing all those...
INTRO OF DARKNESS AND REDNESS AND WHITENESS...
Sitting in here alone glazing at these for walls, watching the day fade away to night, drinking vodka to drown my sea of sorrows and what doe’s it all come down too? just wating for the certain change that might happen that will give me a another chance in life, a certain change that will give me a boost in life, that will make me feel,i’m living life to the full but I think the wating...
I always find if someone works for something...
I Only Said
See there run away you said To go you were it,you were it To lay underneath the red sky there To lay under her, I want her there See you there, under her, and under To go you were there and I’m slow To lay over her and I’m slow To lay under her, I’ve grown away
What sad lyrics I wrote :( Isn’t it sad, how the story is never new? Someone fell in love, then out and died too. School, job, kids, grandkids retire. If you don’t die by cancer death will find you. I’ve packed my bags and I’ve said goodbye I’ll always have memories of you picked up the whiskey of the floor I can’t be drunk anymore without you Isn’t it so...
You know things are bad when the thing you enjoy most feels like a pain in the ass
Well it sort of feels like there nothing left….
My wasted space is yours too
Ever have those weeks when you just feel like there is no end from being depressed? Annoying thing is I don’t even know whats wrong with me, It’s been like this for three weeks now. Haven’t slept properly fucking sucks! I’m just sick of hiding it inside! But at the same time it’s helping me write deep songs. Looks like I am just going to have to wait it out.
Because artists can be extremely eccentric and insane, and unfortunately, the people they hurt the most are the people that are closest to them. Maynard James Keenan
Fuck sleep! :D
Haven’t slept in two days! Oh the joys of being frustrated :D
Lately it feels like there is no end into this twisted world, it feels like I am stuck in this vicious cycle and it’s never going to end. It just seems it’s one thing after another. It feels like I cant trust certain friends, certain people. One thing that has struck me thou is a profound spiritual awakening (Self Realization “The key to happiness and fulfillment in life), I...
Thoughts on a plate
There is nothing better than going for a walk when the moon is shining bright, for me the moon has a really strong energy that changes you. Whilst I was walking that my mood changed that I was feeling overwhelmed with ideas and a new way of thinking! I would recommend this to anyone! :D
Over the past years I have realised that most people in relationships are masochists. When was the last time you were with someone who supported your big dreams of e.g. fame, success, gave you freedom to see the world and who kept inspiring confidence in your ability to achieve and reach your goals on life? True love is appreciating the happiness of another. It’s something this...
Anonymous asked: how do you tell someone you love them?? when they don't want you?
Back from London
Yes back from London, it was rather good :D Got pissed every night and also met Les Claypool (Singer from Primus) and the rest of them he even gave me abit of his weed xD. But yeh I went Job hunting, It was rather easy, I just asked my brother he is a Manger of satellite communication’s for aircraft and mobile phone devices, he said he could get me in no problem, The job pays up to 70 quid a...
insertsmartcommenthere-deactiva asked: Charles, I dont like your idea. I dont like it at all :(
Can't fucking sleep :D :D
I’m away to England tommorow to see Primus in the o2 then going to visit my family and friends :D Then going to go job hunting in London and see whats about there, I plan to stay there if something comes up, I’m not going to tell anyone thou that I am not comming back. I plan to leave this sham of a country with a bang! Lets just hope!!!!
Were the fuck do you go from here?
Lately I have been thinking a fucking very hard question, a question that most people find it hard to find a solution to answer the problem. The question for me is, What do I want out of my life? What is my destination? As a human I can achieve anything realistically. I can list things at the moment, I can see myself maybe helping troubled children, perhaps? Maybe a sound engineer? Many more to be...
Diary of drunkman
Right so I have been drinking since last Wednesday through to this Monday after-noon, I really don’t know why I took the challange? But it’s deadly to escape life’s situations, and yes the worst thing I had was withdrawel symtoms, I take it I was close to alcohol posioning if I didn’t stop. So yeh Alcohol may get rid of problems but really your just hiding them. Hence why...
Where has my mother gone?
I Woke up at like four in the afternoon, made tea, came to terms with lastnights situation etc. And I went in search of my mother to try and find her. I shouted for at least for one hour looking for her around the garden and in around the house. And yes I come across a note. Dear Charlie boy, I have booked flights to England for two weeks, I booked them 2 hours ago. By the time you read...
Anonymous asked: Hi i heard what happend last night from one of my friends, but you know shit happens and from what i see in you is a really good person. and the fact that you might of made that mistake is most likely tearing you up, but still you have to learn from your mistakes.
PILE OF SHITE
I thought tonight was going to be a standard night, until someone who i thought was my “friend” forced herself on me. and yeh i like someonne else fucking seen. So how the fuck am i ment to justify it wasnt intentional. So time to smash stuff………
Nearly there :D
Yeh so this summer I plan to get around to recording a solo album :D I just need 500 pound more for the equipment. Already got myself a high end computer worth 450 pound, just need to wait until my postman hurrys up!! Just a wee bit more to go :) Lets hope I win the lottery tonight. I’m so desperate I even bought 5 tickets!!!! C’mon!!!!
cl0ckwork replied to your post: Meh :/ no...
I was showing irony lol, I wasn’t being serious :L
Movie and Moonlight
How much would I kill for that feeling :L
A whole week of planning a party and people leave half way through it, and bands drop out! At the end people fucking fighting! Washed down with peoples drinks getting spiked! Deadly 18th! I havent slept! And yeh it feels fucking great!! Fml…. I hate everything.
BEST DIVORCE LETTER, EVER! →
tumblr-funniest: Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite...
A dream that was right? :S
Yeh so, Two days ago I had a dream with me and my ex, we were up on a mountain with a laptop and she was on tumblr, (This is going to seem weird) and her tumblr was full of porn lol, and then she was all like “I made a mistake breaking up with you” :S Next day the dream stuck with me, It was one of those really heavy emotional dreams that stick with you all day and make you feel sick....